I hope you continue in your journey to whatever state of 'sobriety' is ideal for you, if you haven't already found it. I intend to read more of your stuff on drug experiences; I don't think people can really comprehend how low drugs can actually take a person down to, but you're telling them loud and clear what it is like. In a way, it's a public service just as much as it is a personal telling of one's story.