I don't understand why you oblige this murdered in her deranged sick fantasies that drove this massacre. One should give her the middle finger in memory of her and call her "Aubrey". She doesn't deserve any better. If she wanted to die, though I wish she had gotten help if she were to take her own life, she shouldn't have to make that imply that she was going to massacre a school in the course of doing so. Also, though you're right in saying that this was not some woke revenge spree, this also was definitely not a Christian crusade where she became a religious warrior nut. One, if that were the case, she wouldn't have shot up a church-based school. Another thing, just because she says "god" doesn't mean she's implying the Christian god or of any religion for that matter. It could be just some abstract higher power. It may not be a political text, but it's not a religious one either.